Full Moon In Leo

A Passionate Full Moon...
To consider my conditions and limitations of Love-my barriers.

Too often I fall into the energy trap. I feel the energy of another person and make the energy mine.
I swear, I am kinda like a succubus. ----only---I begin to lose what I want for the sake of the other...
The energy draws me in and I no longer matter, to myself as much as the other person.

This Full Moon, I let go of the Mask of Happiness.
To wear the energy of another soul and forget yourself, this is not happiness.

Over the years I conditioned myself for other peoples happiness.
~~~I release this conditioning~~~
I've placed a barrier around my heart.
~~~I release this barrier~~~

My releasing ceremony was short. While driving to the pick up a friend at the airport, I spoke my Releases to the Wind.
The Wind carried them away and then I considered what I want.

I had a vision of myself, my higher self. She is with her Soul Companion, now. There has never been a hurry to unite us in the physical realm because we are already united.

I seek what I already have. I will not be completely satisfied in a relationship until we are physically united.

So, until the time happens....I will continue my path of meeting people touching lives and letting them touch mine.

My soul Purpose is not yet complete.

My Love for everyone is not yet complete.

Love is the Message
I see the energy of love everywhere
Love is Sacred, Eternal
How often do we forget how to love?
The EX-Boyfriend/Girlfriend
The EX anyone.
You loved them, once.
What made you stop?
What changed for you?
How do you suddenly stop sending love?
I consider love
I love people
Even those who hurt me
I love them because I did, do and will always
Not everyone has the capability to love
And send the energy as I do
Forgiveness is a daily practice
Loving is a daily practice

Love is a most compassionate
Exquisite pain
Beautiful and Solid
Ephemeral andUnique
Touching and Breathing
Know this
I always Love You
I always Love You
I always Do. 

Today's Vision

I am emotional. 

I wonder, where is my person?

I reached out to the Light and asked.

I saw a most beautiful female, filled with radiant power mixed with compassion

She held her left hand to her midriff pointing down and her right hand above her head trickling light and comfort down to me…

This light and comfort fell upon my head and infused my core being. 

I watched my heart being squeezed and scrubbed. 

Cleansed and the old blood forced out to make room for the new. 

I watched the light go through me and scrub where I am dark

Clean where I am fearful….

I asked again, why am I alone? Where is MY love?

She showed me a line of people who love me. 

People whose lives I have touched and been an amazing part of…

They all love me and I love them. 

The line was endless before me and beyond me. 

I looked within myself, and considered love…

I don’t know…and that is all, I do not know.

I need the sunrise and the sunset. 

The tender touch and the iron fist

I looked to her again and asked,

What did I ask for, in this life?

Did I ask for this?

To be a healer .. to be alone? 

To love so many and be loved in return without having a connection?

and then, my client came out of my massage room and said to me. 

My mom is dying of cancer and her time is close. 

I needed this, today

This is nice, to receive and not have to give…

You have to be receiving from someone to be able to give so much…

Tears fell from my eyes. I am still crying.

I do not know how to be any other way. 

I am compassionate

I give

I give

I give

I feel good about all I am 

the answer, is no… I do not receive very often. 

My source is the Highest source.. I go to the Light. 

I go to my inner realm, to the place where time does not exist

and there, I seek my help. 

There, I seek my soul…

I seek guidance and healing with the source of all connections

and there…in the inner realm, I am connected.