Friday, October 18, 2013

Hunter's Moon

Here I am, considering this Moon.. The Hunter's moon~the Blood Moon, and I look at what is sacrificed in this life, for me and I have come to the conclusion the sacrifice is the the "dollar".
I do not have to hunt or gather, but I do work to earn money for this life and the preservation of my home.
I am ever thankful for this sacrifice. I am thankful for the sacrifice of others, who pay me for the work I do. I honor you. I honor your sacrifice which enables me to make a home for my family.

I release the unnecessary clutter to build for what is necessary. Fall time is for gathering provisions for the winter time, the cold and barren time. I release the non-essential items in my household so that I am prepared for the coming time.

I am calling Balance in to being so that my outer and inner life are one.

While I was reflecting, I began to hunt out my fears. I am afraid, just a little and sometimes I doubt myself. I have these amazing dreams of changing lives while publicly speaking and writing this book to raise energetic awareness~~~I often hide behind the smile~~~ I release the fear so that I may receive the confidence to begin the end of my current goals.

Another one I am hunting, is the fear of love, receiving love. I do not know how to receive love without being afraid of becoming meaningless. So many times, the love I have given has been meaningless. I release this fear so that I might receive the love and give the love in return.

My future is hiding in my past, in seed form. I will meditate upon this and find the seed so that I am able to nurture, help, protect and watch my future blossom into a tree.

I had this amazing vision the other morning. Intense is almost the word for what I felt. I felt my lovers need to feel me accept their energy. They were filling me with all that they are and I was receiving and giving all that I am… Convulsing, I felt as if I was birthing a new reality. A world born from within my womb. The three became one. The Trine. Life everlasting to the whole of spirituality. What they gave me and what I gave to them created life and suddenly I felt all the possibilities in life. Endless possibilities. Creation is energy combined. What we all give, we all receive. Not what we give, but something new and evolved, AWAKE and TRANSFORMED…

This vision heightened my awareness… I feel more awake and ready for the coming changes.

Now, I will light some incense and give say my words of honor and sacrifice to the full moon….

Namaste…

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