Thursday, May 29, 2014

The Woman In Me

The woman in me is rearing her ugly head.
The Moody woman
The Emotional Woman
The Woman who feels everything deeply
The Woman who wants to cry uncontrollably
The Woman who wants to hide
The Woman who is tired of hiding
The Woman who wants and is tired of wanting
Oh, to the woman inside me
She is simmering on an open fire
She is burning
She is burning
Tears fall down turning to steam
Before they hit the ground

Dance Woman
Sing your words
Tell your story
So all can be heard
Rage Woman
Cry Woman
Sing Woman
Dance Woman
Love Woman
Feel Woman

The Woman in me is Free
© 2014 Dona Lackey



Friday, May 16, 2014

Flower Moon

The night prior to the full moon I meditated with open drapes as the moon light caressed my skin.
Love.
Everything boils down to love. Love is my loss. Even now as I type these words tears fill my eyes. This truth is not easily accepted. Love is my loss... I have never loved anyone with true loves fullness.
Love.
When anyone loved me, I let them go. I said goodbye. Fear kept me from loving. A fear forged protection cloaked my soul from pain. My cloak caused people pain. I hardened my heart. Unbreakable... I was unbreakable.

I have been letting go and saying goodbye to those things which no longer serve me. I have nothing left to let go. I am empty. I am empty. An empty protective shroud hangs upon my soul... my last ditch effort to fear love is no longer serving me.

This full moon was the Flower Moon. A Scorpio Moon and a Taurus Sun... A perfect time to connect spiritually and physically. Shedding the protective layers to ground deeply within the natural resources our Earth provides... yes... Love... Yes, Love... yes, I am ready for love.

I went outside. My timing couldn't have been more perfect. The air brisk and rain sweet as the misty water graced the land. Fresh and dark, the moon lit the cloudy sky. Peace. So peaceful. I sat my candle upon the deck chair and carried a small China bowl filled with water, barefoot across the rain slick deck. Stepping down to the cool wet grass and damp earth I walked a few paces to the middle of the yard. The wet grassy tendrils caressed my toes and dampened the tops of my feet as I stood under a cloudy dark sky. I smiled.  The misty rain began to wash away my old protective shroud. I raised my arms to the heavens and turned in a circle my face to the sky. Heart full. Love filled. Water drenched my hair. Cool and fresh I enjoyed the rain falling from hair to scalp then slowly rolling down my face to fall from my eyes like a tear.

Wash me, oh gentle rain
Wash me
Cleanse the old
Cleanse the old
Wash me clean
Wash me new
I release
I am empty

Signifying release, I said those words while pouring the little China bowl's water around my body in a circle. Standing within and feeling peaceful. My mind's eye pictured Angel hands gracing my shoulders and lifting the old protective cloak. The fear is no longer necessary. I was reminded of my protection. I am protected with love. Fear is not a beneficial protection. I lived unseen and now my time has come, to be seen. I do not need the layers to hide who I am.

I will be seen
I will be known.

My heart is open
Love, behold.
















Monday, May 5, 2014

Muladhara: The Root Chakra

A Study of the Root Chakra
The Earth, my first friend. I remember wiggling my toes within the dirt and feeling the grass tangle around my toes... I was little... A babe on the grass watching the bugs travel in search of food and shelter. I could sit for hours watching the ants, worms, roly polies and whatever else entranced my eyes! I studied the way grass grew from the earth and picked the leaf apart to feel the life blood squeeze out upon my fingers. Life, I could smell the life living all around me. Flowers and their little colored veins and pollen dancing with the bees upon the wind... yeah... good memories.. good times.. the best part is, this is unending. I revisit the earth as often as I am able. I enjoy life!

To study the Root Chakra is to study the Earth and learn how to be grounded and remain grounded. This Chakra is at the sacral area, at the base of the tail bone and roots us body and soul to the Earth. Muladhara draws energy from the ground to aid in our Physical vitality and Endurance.

Our basic survival instincts are grounded within the root of our body. The Root Chakra teaches us to nurture our basic needs, basic desires and our desire to live.

When I begin to feel out of balance, I return to the earth. The grass calls my name and I listen. My feet sink into the soil and I fold my body into indian sitting position. Breathe deeply.. and then stretch out cradled and supported.

A balanced Root Chakra gives us a sense of stability, security and a feeling of a balanced existence.
An unbalanced Root Chakra will cause an unfocused and anxious feeling, low libido and can lead to anemia with digestion issues and low blood pressure.

Balance is the key... Having too much Root energy keeps you in place and can keep you from moving forward.  Releasing this energy is a way to learn how to let go and become more active in goal manifestation!

Learn how to reconnect with your body! Envision dancing to earth energy and fire! Become tribal and feel the earth inspire your base instincts while moving and swaying! Wear the color RED! Incorporate earthy scents to your daily life! Ylang Ylang, Rose, Cinnamon....

Begin practicing Yoga and consume RED foods!

Meditate upon Mother Earth and begin to balance your heart, mind, soul and body to the base energy belonging to life!

Breathe in a pearly white glowing light.
Let the light fill your body all the way down to your spine.
Imagine the darkness rising out and leaving your mouth as you exhale.
Practice this breathing until you can see your base Root Chakra as a beautiful Garnet red!!!
Feel the energy pulsate and dance to the rhythm
Dance to the Earth energy and feel your energy rise!!!

Namaste

Dona