Harvest Moon Cont...

This moment, I am peaceful

As I look through time

I see Heartache, heartbreak

Shattered pieces here and there

I've packed my bags full of heartache

Worn a groove into my shoulder

Carrying pain and grief 

Like a badge of honor

My heart feels open

Tears fill my eyes

My truth is this

Holding onto the pain

Holding onto the heartache

Holding onto the meaning

I needed to carry the weight of meaning

My truth is: Yes, I gave all. I had meaning

The time spent for me, in my way was right

The time spent by past relations 

They had their own meaning defined

This is right and real and true

And not always easy to accept

Your experience was not my experience

I release the baggage full of heartache

I release years of grief

I release ownership of this heartache

When we serve ourselves

Someone inevitably will be hurt

Thank you for LOVE

Thank you for the LESSON

I have outgrown the Heartaches baggage

I am love, I am light

I am compassion

My Dark Moon Lilith speaks to me

Under the shadow of truth, I fly

Fear of meaninglessness, I cry

Dark Moon Lilith speaks to me

This Harvest moon is flowing through Dark Moon Cancer

Under the shadow of support, I sing

Fear of abandonment, I dance

Crying out, In NEED!

My Shadow self sings

The Sagittarian in me, is released

The Baggage, emptied

Meaning is what meaning brings to all

My truth is not your truth

My needs are simple

I have not abandoned myself

I am supported in love, by many

You love in your way

I in mine

One day

A solid love will collide

There is meaning in life

There is hope in love

There is happiness in life

So There, My TRUTH: for ME